Casually Dressed and Deep in Conversation　 Feelings

The thorn in the heart has been gotten rid of

The heart has begun beating with vigor anew

And everything has started circulating afresh

2008.07.16 Wed l Feelings l COM(0) TB(0) l top ▲

What's eating me...

2008.07.15 Tue l Feelings l COM(0) TB(0) l top ▲

i guess...

life is not always happy, but we can live on happiness
that sometimes (hopefully, often) comes around us.
when i have a hard time,
i always try to think what comes next must be a good thing.
it’s the only positive thinking way that i can think of.

2008.06.18 Wed l Feelings l COM(0) TB(0) l top ▲

Woke up with an aching head.

Just left home out.

Just wanted to go somewhere I had never been.

Walked as far as I could in search for the answer.

Worn out to lie down on a bench by a river.

There was an ugly sky there spreading up in front of my eyes.

Just closed my eyes to belong nowhere.

2008.03.24 Mon l Feelings l COM(1) TB(0) l top ▲

ふと

Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. And today? Today is a gift. That's why we call it the present.

ちょっと前までは, あまり先のことは考えなかった. 考えてもしかたがないと思っていたのか. 考えたくもないと思っていたのか. 考えてみるということを思い付きもしなかったのか. 理由は覚えてない.

でも最近は, かなり先のことまで考えるようになった. やらなきゃいけないこと, やりたいこと, 小さな目標から大きな目標までを見据えて, 明日以降, 今週, 1週間後, 1ヶ月後, 数ヶ月後, 半年後と...かなり長いスパンでモノゴトをみるようになった.

何かに向かっているときは少しわくわくしてて, そういうときに「明日はこれとこれをやろう」って考えていると, 早くそれをやりたくなってなかなか眠りにつけなかったり(笑) このクセ直したいけど, なかなか直らなさそうだなぁ...

2007.12.14 Fri l Feelings l COM(0) TB(0) l top ▲